How it all started.

Well, not actually all, but some part of it.

I wanted to become an aupair badly. Sounds weird, I know. But that's the way I am. Weirdo.

And when I got back from the UK I knew this was the time. I signed up to a LOT of aupair sites and started searching for the perfect family. Ideally I wanted to go to Italy, cuz my mom lives there and I thought it would be so nice to see her more often. Anyway, it would have been even ok to be in any part of EU, provided I'm not too far from Italy.

But then I had a message from a lovely lady with three children. She wants me to stay with them (not far from London) and look after the kids. We were e-mailing each other, and today she phoned me (and woke me up at midday. Shame on me!)

We called it a deal. So I am booking tickets and packing things, cuz I'm leaving in less than 2 weeks. (omg!)

BUT there's a big but. I can't go to Italy or any other part of EU with my UK visa.

And now what happened a couple of hours ago. I got a message from a nice family from Germany. There's only one kid, a girl of 3 years. And they live in the south of Germany! That is possibly the nearest host family to where my mom is.

I am really confused. Don't know what to do.

I want to go to England, cuz I love England and besides we've called it a deal with the English family.

But then there's Germany, which is so close to Italy and all the EU is before me.

So here's the choice between the bird in the hand and the two in the bush.

My grandma used to say:

If you've got a problem, sleep with it.

Your wish is my command, Oma :)